I take things seriously sometimes, so I have to learn giving up something that slicing my heart and make me sore. Could listen to my heart that cries in the dark alone. My soul is leaving me and this is so not me.
As of this morning, I woke up telling myself in the mirror, I’d have this feeling no more for a greater live and form a newer me. Bye bye evil soul, I am just too innocent to get to know you. Would I be an angel? I rather not. Who am I?
Just ferl, no one else.
I found myself floating for no reason these days. Something just bothering me lately.
Have you got anything in you , that there’s always a thing or an object you like but cannot get it which it doesn’t meant for you?
For example, a Channel dress. It’s pretty, it’s glamor and stylish but it only fits on someone else, and god damn it only limited to one piece, with all the money you have, you can’t buy! Seeing the woman wearing the dress in front of you and nothing you can do but to adore and envy.
A beauty queen / america idol on youtube / tv that in your heart, you are more qualified to be a beauty queen or sing better than her.
A pair of Gucci high heal that you love but w’d never thought to spend a penny to wear on it and walk around the streets of upper east Manhattan for a day, would you?
Someone that you like most and miss but you can’t tell him/her, and you have to act like normal as usual.
Something kept bothering me lately, leave me alone!
I remembered watching Hotel Babylon, there was a part talking about the driver of Mr.Mathew, who cross the line of hotel personnel to serve him. He (forgot his name) was warn by Tony Casemore at the lobby entrance, to ask the driver not to do so, as there are personnel here to serve the guest, and the tips are not for him.
I pretty much like the whole series, they significantly tell you the realistic of working life.
I just want to address my anger somehow. Yes I am not in good mood today as the fact that someone is crossing the line again. Yes I mean A-G-A-I-N.
Why can’t these people do their job correctly before crossing the line and messed up after all and leave the mess cleaning for people who has been working closely in the job? So, do they just come and go to gain credit? Do they just want to show the ability of stealing people’s effort and name it by it’s own?
This is all crap, just do your own job, make it correct & perfect!
The moment you start counting, I will do the same. And please note that it’s not as simple as 1+1. Remember all the formulas learnt from add maths & physics? Seriously, I don’t use the formula in the exams, and I still get the distinction result. Why? The calculator is in my head. :p So whatever you are counting, my brain is generating the result before you calculated.
I have been squeezed by a freelance project client for the reason : under quoted project. Ridiculous changes & rush work. I should have charge her more but I couldn’t, this is what I meant been squeezed.
x x x x
Been working with this client for quite sometime. We become friend. I am a easy person, that I don’t take advantage on friends, but friends sometime do that to me. Am I being too soft hearted?
x x x x
Due to work load these weeks for a big project in MAS, I have sleepless nights. My friend had few rush works, I took it because her designer just resigned from the company. I asked myself again, why am I being so kind to her, took up the rush job, squeezed costing and harsh time with her. We did quarrel one night.
I said : It’s enough! all these changes are ridiculous and yet you are under quoted your customer. This is not an excuse to get me work and pay full attention to your project while you are paying me a penny like I can’t even buy a Coach. Sorry I have to say so, you pay what you get. I am turning her back to my client. I will glance through the requirements, timeline & payment agreement before we proceed.
x x x x
Don’t try to be friend with me if you are looking for a freelance web designer/developer. Deal it professionally.
*That’s why hardly I will have friends. Friends of my do not deal business with me. That is what friends for.
For those MLM friends who are trying to sell me things, I will buy if you are sincere enough, and not asking me to become member, then we are more likely to get the sales close.
Remember, I buy your service, not the product.
take care, and look after yourself, the world is such a nicer place with you in it
My friend cheer me up with this when I am in the projects cutover marathon. And yes, stayed up in the office till 6am for unsuccessful cutover is lame.
Packing my stuff and leaving the office….. z z z… hope I don’t sleep and drive.
It’s been almost a month I didn’t blog. Just wrap up for the month.
It’s Sunday, I hate Sunday because the day after Sunday is Monday!
My great birthday present from Berjaya Air.
My great birthday present from Berjaya Air. They removed the fuel surcharges on my birthday and *allow me to fly free !
我说我想要找个避风的港湾
谢谢你陪我到任何地方
你的宽容
还有我温柔的包容
没有泪的夜晚是天堂
说起某人的原则，想起了这首歌。。。虽然个词并不配合以下所陈述的，却是我当下的心情。
是的，又是一首歌不因为它的歌词，而是以我现在的心情，想唱的一首歌。
深知一段感情有起有落，一对情侣如果因为一点小事而大吵、冷战， 这或许只是双方闹闹别扭，为一段感情增添情趣而已，两人和好后就像糖糍豆一样年在一起了。反观，一段已维持八年的感情，连五根手指也能算得出争吵的次数，却可能因为一点小事，而搞得双方有了分手的念头。
个人持着做人的原则固然重要，可因为固执于自己的原则而过于自大，抹煞了他人的原则，是无品。试想，跟着无品的人过日子，好吗？我说，这只是小事，小的暂且忍一忍，可小的也自己的原则啊！
as usual, I stayed at home, but this year I did not watch the tv for live shows. Get connected and chat with friends who are going to celebrate the new year in 7 hrs time and crap from sky to the earth, east to west.
New year new me, certainly a better me.
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