Watch out babe

I will find the ways to prove you wrong,
to let you know that you have made the wrong decision
You will regret that what you have said and done

I mean it.

原来我不懂什么是爱

如果你不爱一个人，请放手, 好让别人有机会爱她..
如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱别人..
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的..
人生中有许多种，但别让自己为一种伤害..
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了；女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言；
如果谎言一种伤害,我选择沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开；
如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出；
如果迷乱是苦，你会不会选择结束；
如果追求是苦，你会不会选择执迷不悟 ；
如果分离是苦，你要向谁倾诉,好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Make love in this club

My all time favorite Ursher ft Young Jeezy….
well, the lyrics kinda nasty….
It’s the only song that I kept playing in the car and you did complain a lot!

official video (unfortunately embedding disabled by request)
remix (club)
lyrics

India Trip

Can’t wait for the holy trip, to heal my soul
Booked my hotel & local tours. Wanted to buy the ticket this morning, realize that my ID is expired more than 2 weeks… oupsss…

Gonna spend 8Days in Delhi… from the South to North, East to West of Delhi.

Taj Mahal, here I come….

The Tragedy of Taj (Mahal)

O Taj
No mirror can reflect your beauty
No camera can catch your grandeur
But look how lonely you stand
On the banks of the Yamuna river!

Everything was marble-white about you
Artistic, decorative and superlative
From whence has come the red border
Though eye catching and innovative?

Have you forgotten those artists
Of your creation, and subjugation
The emperor demanding their thumbs
After your grand completion!

The blood that spilled on that day
Tainted some of the white into red clay
And their mute cry of despair
Turned into silence of the full moon day!

(c) Dr. CS Shah, Aurangabad, India, July 29, 2001

Je ne prie pas pour votre amour

Tout que je veux est juste votre sourire

Helicopter turning round and round

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ?????

Date : 08 & 09 May 2008
Time : 0030 – 0230 hr
Venue : above D’sara sky, especially uptown

Suspect : Look for someone? Alien? Rich man? lost found dog?

as the spot light is so detail from corner to corner… WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ….
The sounds generated made me cant sleep well these days, with the 3 big alarms that automatically rang around 0530-0600 (which do not sing together) ….and 0730hr during the school assembly, the chicken voice of the teacher “SENYAP! Cepat beratur…yadda yadda yadda” made me wanna go down to the field and slap on her face
TOO MUCH for the 7hrs of my sleeping time~!!!!!

BRAVO BRAVO BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone is happy with the result !!!!
we don’t celebrate, cuz that’s the fact that we know who we are supporting, who is really work for the society and community. We know where we are and what we’ve done with our rights

DO NOT COMPLAIN AT ALL!

• Do not complain that your son or daughter does not get a place in university to do medicine;
• Do not complain when they come to tear down your temple or church;
• Do not complain when they can willy nilly tell you in Parliament to get out of this country even when your family has been here for 5 generations;
• Do not complain when they come to take your parent’s body away for a Muslim burial;
• Do not complain when they tell you your business cannot tender for government contracts because your skin colour is different;
• Do not complain when they tell you your child must pay for tuiton in school while their children gets it free;
• Do not complain when their Ministers are robbing you blind through blatant corruption;
• Do not complain when they can get a 5% discount for buying a house costing RM700,000;
• Do not complain when the government employment policies are based on skin colour;
• Do not complain when justice may be bought by the rich; etc. Etc. Etc.

Vote for BN if all this is okay…

Open letter to all Malaysians:

If you believe that:

• The ISA is necessary to arrest Malaysians who are deemed to be a security threat to the nation even if there is no concrete evidence.
• All Malaysians are not equal even though the constitution says so and you believe that the NEP should be continued.
• Umno leaders can utter seditious and racist remarks and not get arrested it’s okay that Malaysians cannot even assemble peacefully to air their grouses.
• Cows can be slaughtered in public against the religious sentiments It is okay if non-Muslim children have nothing to eat during Ramadan because the school canteens are shut down.
• It is okay if only BN views are expressed in the media and newspapers It is okay if a letter to government departments is greeted with a deafening silence.
• It is okay to have a discriminatory university intake and public scholarship system It is okay that the housing discounts are not given to all citizens.
• It is okay if your children have an uncertain future under the Malaysian sun It is okay not to have friends of other races because polarisation is not that big an issue It is okay if judges can be bought.
• It is okay that you have to be constantly on the alert to see if your spouse has converted to Islam because there is no law to protect you and your children.
• It is okay if non-Muslim children are barred from bringing ‘wet food’ to school for fear that it may contain pork because Umno thinks only Muslim sensitivities should be looked after..
• It is okay if Chinese and Indians parents try to limit themselves to two children max because they realise how difficult it is to give their kids a decent education.
• It is okay if the Malaysian population uses Indonesians to expand.
• It is okay if Umno forever plays the racial and religious card to remain in power.
• If all of the above is okay by you, then please, by all means, vote for BN.

  REMEMBER YOU HOLD YOURS, YOUR CHILDREN’S AND GENERATIONS’ TO COME DESTINY IN YOUR HANDS SO JUST DON’T WASTE IT!!! THE NEXT 5 YEARS TOWARDS NEXT ELECTIONS MAY BE TOO LATE THEIR POPULATION WOULD HAVE DOUBLED WHILST OURS WOULD HAVE WHITTLED AWAY BY HALF AND THEY WOULD HAVE CHANGED THE RULES BY AMENDING THE CONSTITUTION FURTHER THEREFORE. DENY THEM 2/3 MAJORITY !!!!
  THIER GERRYMANDERING THE COMPOSITION OF SEATS WOULD ENSURE THAT THEY WILL NOT LOOSE BUT LET US TAKE ONE SMALL STEP AT A TIME DENY THEM 2/3 MAJORITY
  ALMOST ALL COUNTRIES IN ASIA HAS HAD A CHANGE OF GOVERNMENT SOME TIME EXCEPT SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA. CHANGE IS HAPPENING EVERYWHERE IN AUSTRALIA, THAILAND, PAKISTAN AND SOON IN USA AS WELL. WILL THE WINDS OF CHANGE HIT MALAYSIA AS WELL?

  LET’S START THE WINDS OF CHANGE HERE BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!!!

—– a forwarded emails ——— such a good one——-

*Romantic dinner on Valentines Day

Hooray for the cutover, but have I did much? Naaaa….. just walk here and there, looked for food & chocolates around the office and realized that it was already 12am, heck we were still hanging around the office without air-conditioning. Freaking hot !

Some of them were playing wii… some were walking around for nothing (me), some were playing guitar, some were just pretending working hard with the laptop…..

by the way, Happy Valentines Day to everyone, we were dating everyone… such a romantic day….. heck! The dinner was good though.


psss…. where is Cyril ?

Back to LA

Cousin Angela called me, she’s on her way to airport and going back to LA. She was back here for 2 months and I didn’t know what, well Carmen did told me that Ang will be back in the end of yr 2007. Perhaps due to “load of works”, no matter is for work / personal, I totally forgot about it, till my mum called.

In our conversation ….

Ferl : Hey supp?
Ang : Hey how’re you
Ferl : Cool, on the way to airport (yeah I knew this is such a stupid question, but just to create topic )
Ang : Yeah, on the highway.
Ferl : So how’s everything?
Ang : not too bad… hey, I heard aunt said that you’re now back to “full-time” IT industry. Why? How about your other stuffs? thought your core is in biz dev & marcom? and now more like a technical person?
Ferl : I wonder why too, haha… So what bout you? after your UK certified, good enough to do better in states?
Ang : I hope so. Hey, I’m also taking a part time beautician course… need your guide though..
Ferl : Damn, are you making it for your career?
Ang : Nah…just for my own development, wanna make myself look better.
Ferl : ha~ it’s not too late though. And you saved more $$ for doing DIY.
Ang : I remembered you were running your own beauty biz last time… how’s it now?
Ferl : I handed over the that to my partner, being a sleeping partner and I want to do something else. hehe…
Ang : Gosh…. and what you gonna do next?
Ferl : Go find you in LA and tell you ! I miss LA…… damn
Ang : Hahaa….
Ferl : next year, after visiting uncle Simon in NY, then I think of dropping by LA again
Ang : Cool, long time I did not see uncle Simon too, are you coming alone?
Ferl : nah…. with mum & aunt Irene.
Ang : good… hope to cya soon. . . . and heck, it’s next year !
Ferl : Haha…no money mar~
Ang : Ok-la, catch you some other time.
Ferl : Take care babe, safe trip!
Ang : you too. bye
Ferl : bye
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Mum called me before this, saying that Angela will call me after calling Tris. Urh~ what a sudden phone conversation of my day for a long “lost” cousin.